I'm starting to get disgusted with the dumb, trivial things that monopolize my thoughts. I guess it's good that I'm finally noticing this and not liking it. I've been dealing with jealousy a lot lately, and doubting myself, and worrying about things that don't mean anything. I like to complain about how bad my life is when it's not that bad and so many other people have it way worse than I do. I know that God wants me to trust him and rise above these things that bother me. I get a sermon of the week podcast from ibethel.org. I definitely recommend it. I've also been reading My Utmost For His Highest. I've already been through the entire thing at least once. It always tells me something that puts my perspective back where it should be.
School is going to be tough this semester. I'm definitely being stretched. I know that's good for me, and I know I'd start to hate just sitting around while my brain wasted away. I'm trying to be thankful for where I am and what I'm doing.
Lately I've felt like any day can bring something that changes everything.
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